Lately I’ve been a bit vulnerable (not to mention silent/absent). There’s been a lot going on in my life, after all. Not only did my Mom recently pass away, but I’m pretty sure that my daughter has childhood depression. And one of my best friends’ husband is dying. And…well, you get the picture, right? There’s a lot going on.
So all this stuff just scampers through my mind every night, and I find myself chronically unable to sleep. I want to. I need to. But I. Just. Can’t. So after a few weeks of insomnia, I decided I had to go to the doctor and ask her for a prescription for sleeping pills. So yesterday I called, and they fit me in on short notice (I love that my Doctor’s office does that).
After a short wait, my Doctor came into the examining room.
“I’m very, very sorry to hear about your Mom,” she said, right off the bat. And it was so amazing to me that this woman, who I only see three or four times a year, and who has only been our family doctor for just over two years now, remembered that my mom was ill. Remembered that she had melanoma, specifically. Remembered — from a discussion she’d had with my husband, weeks earlier — that my mom had passed away. She also asked how my kids were doing, remembering they’re both girls, and asking about a specific complaint Girl2 had been in to see her for last spring.
And I know she likely reviewed my file before entering the examining room, but that’s fine with me. Even if she’s reviewing notes she took at earlier visits, it means she sees it as important to get to know her patients on a personal level. And I like that. I like that very much.
As for the sleeping pills, they gave me a terrible headache and a metallic taste that I couldn’t shake for nearly twelve hours. Looks like I’ll be going back to see my friendly family doctor again to tweak that prescription a bit. No matter: it’ll be a good reason to see this lovely lady again.